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Welcome to If Not Now, When? This is one ordinary woman's journey of rediscovering her long forgotten dreams during middle-age. My hope is to inspire other everyday people to chase their own dreams and share their own magic and gifts with the world. 

Apr 30, 2018

Learning how to embrace all of my differing personas. Staying true to who I am, even the shadowy parts which tend to elicit shameful feelings. How a conversation - about a racially charged article - in mixed company made me feel like I dropped the ball on honesty.

 

 

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Apr 26, 2018

Bringing forth my Essence; allowing who I really am to shine through.

 

 

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Apr 21, 2018

A plug for daily meditation and quitting your day job (if it makes you miserable). A reminder that there is brilliance and talent inside all of us, without exception. We've been misled to believe that only some of us have gifts.

10:24 The chip I used to wear on my shoulder at the workplace

15:40 My old paranoia about...


Apr 14, 2018

A look back on my activities of the last few months and how they relate to the direction of the podcast. The confidence title is taken from the lyrics of rapper, Lil Wayne's Rebirth album, appropriately titled-- especially in light of the changes I've been making in my own life. I also reference a recent experience...


Apr 9, 2018

A look at how I arrived at my understanding of what love is based on mixed messages from a dysfunctional childhood and conflicting definitions via entertainment media. I admit to some feelings of entitlement due in part to my initial anger as a victim of abuse and the habitual thoughts inspired by those...